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Monday, May 29, 2006

time travel!

i moved my ass from here to here.

why?

because i feel like it's about time i got a change. because im sick and tired of this blog. too much painful memories. not a very nice stage of my life. i felt like a stranger in my own life, like im living a lie. leaving it all behind and moving on.

aida doesnt like dwelling in the past too much now, does she? no she doesnt.

so go update your blog and i'll see you there!

Friday, May 26, 2006

childhood memories

sitting in front of the computer doing work on a hot sweltering day.. the ring-a-ding-a-ling coming from outside is like music to my ears.

time for some atapchee ice cream and fond rememberings!

Friday, May 12, 2006

numero uno

and so im always at a loss as to what to blog about. not that nothing much has happened. just that words are never enough to describe them. or maybe i just cant find the right words. so do the math and figure out why im not posting much up. so since i wrote the word MATH in the previous sentence, shall we do this numerically? yes we shall.

infinity. the number of times you captivate me, and held my heart hostage once again.

one. the number of times i had to climb the hill to retreat the unfortunate fallen slipper.

two. the number of lugers who got fired in one day. willingly or otherwise.

two. the number of guests who flew off the bend. and a bonus here: consecutively.

three. the number of public holidays i worked within two weeks. do i hear rich? hoho. almost.

four. the number of subjects im taking this semester.

five. the number of toes i have.

i give up. i cant think of anything else beyond five. i admit. im never any good with numbers.

ok moving on from that futile attempt. i have this humongous cacoon looking sweet sitting beside me on my work desk. dragon beard or some shit. but its yummilicious. so its going into my mouth later and out through my anus tomorrow probably.

i know. i talk too much.

time to shower. its past my bedtime.

let it be me who showers you with unbound affection. let me be the one.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

lullaby

would you sing for me
like you used to when i fall?
would you sing me the lullaby
about the girl who had it all?
would you run your gentle hands
through my hair as you sing?
and lay upon my cheeks
the love and warmth your kisses bring?
would you tuck me in my blanket
when im finally fast asleep?
and turn off the lights
that shadowed the memories only i could keep?
can i hold your soft hand
that calmed me on troubled nights?
can i hug you and never let go
like you used to after each fight?
can you kiss me tenderly
like it used to heal the pain?
can you help me keep the memory within
to dry the cold unforgiving rain?


sleep beckons. farewell.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

the weakest link

kan kubina sebuah singgahsana
untukmu berlindung dari hujan basah
pabila malam ku termimpikan wajahmu
takkan jiwa ragaku berakhir nikmatnya

dengarlah kasih:
kan ku serahkan segala kepadamu..